Oops, I did it again...

Well the horrible rainy weather really fucked up my plans yesterday. So I was unable to walk to Staples, I didn't go to the gym and my softball game was cancelled. I was actually really disappointed with the softball game; I was all packed up and ready to go (in my car too). Our team captain named me MVP for the last game and I really wanted to see if I could prove myself again as our pitcher. Last week's game was really my best game yet. I struck out a couple people, I assisted some outs and made it all the way around the bases (although not a home run... yet).

After I had looked outside yesterday morning and saw the bloody rain, I decided I would do some home 'moves'. Two supersets of lunges and squats, crunches, leg raises, push-ups (on the wall though), side lunges, calf raises and maybe more. Today my ass muscles hurt incredibly, the big, the little and the middle. I feel like a person with hemorrhoids when I have to sit down with such care. Today will be some cardio at the gym and some arm/back training - I don't think I can (or should) do anything with my legs today.

Food was so good yesterday until the evening. Evenings are officially the hardest part of the day for me. I get lonely and sad and I waste time by eating. I had doritos just laying on my living room floor, chips that did not even cross my radar until 7pm and on. I used to be able to resist and not eat anything after 7, but now that I don't have school...well, I don't have anything to do.

So we'll see what I can do with today. I did manage not to eat any bread or cheese. But I am kind of thinking of reneging on the cheese part as I have lots of ideas with cheese... tomato and mozzarella salad, grilled chicken parmigianna... so maybe I'll just forgo the bread (I only eat low fat cheese anyways).

Maybe I'll go see a movie, I have a bunch of books to read, I have to get ready for the long drive on Wednesday night like make healthy snacks (fibre/chocolate thing, trailmix, apple slices etc.), start packing up the car, planning the route, making music playlists etc.

Well, wish me luck!